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Wednesday, September 12, 2012

{New} Confidence

Maybe it's getting older.  Maybe it's because I am a mom now.  But I sense a new confidence in myself that I didn't see before.  I officially passed my training {ahem, 6 weeks crammed into roughly 2 1/2 because they knew I could handle it - if "handling it" meant being a complete crazy-stressed-cranky-don't get too close or I'll explode person, then yes, I could handle it} and my final interview with flying colors.  Well, maybe not flying, there is always room for improvement; but, both my manager and the district manager sang my praises.  They love me.  It's still hard to accept sometimes; the positive feedback, the praise.  But I am beginning to see  it feels good to be wanted.  Believed in.

In fact, my manager had such high confidence in my ability to pass {that or she was just desperate} that she had scheduled my first close for the following day: tomorrow.  And my first store opening Saturday and then following my normal schedule, just now I'm the boss.  Wow.  Wish me luck!  :)

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